October/2003-Feature Quote Salmon Rushdie Disorientation is the loss of the East. Ask any navigator: the east is what you sail by. Lose the east and you lose your bearings, your certainties, your knowledge of what is and what may be, perhaps even your life. Where was that star you followed to that manger? That’s right. The east orients. That’s the official version. The language says so, and you should never argue with the language. But let’s just suppose. What if the whole deal—orientation, knowing where you are, and so on—what if it’s all a scam? What if all of it—home, kinship, the whole enchilada—is just the biggest, most truly global, and centuries-oldest piece of brainwashing? Suppose that it’s only when you dare to let go that your real life begins? When you’re whirling free of the mother ship, when you cut your ropes, slip your chain, step off the map, go absent without leave, scram, vamoose, whatever: suppose that it’s then, and only then, that you are actually free to act! To lead the life nobody tells you how to live, or when, or why. In which nobody orders you to go forth and die for them, or for god, or comes to get you because you broke one of the rules, or because you’re one of those people who are, for reasons which unfortunately you can’t be given, simply not allowed. Suppose you’ve got to go through the feeling of being lost, into the chaos and beyond; you’ve got to accept loneliness, the wild panic of losing your moorings,the vertiginous terror of the horizon spinning round and round like the edge of a coin tossed in the air. You won’t do it. Most of you won’t do it. The world’s head laundry is pretty good at washing brains: Don’t jump off that cliff don’t walk through that door don’t step into that waterfall don’t take that chance don’t step across that line don’t ruffle my sensitivities I’m warning you now don’t make me mad you’re doing it you’re making me mad. You won’t have a chance you haven’t got a prayer you’re finished you’re history you’re less than nothing, you’re dead to me, dead to your whole family your nation your race, everything you ought to love more than life and listen to like your master’s voice and follow blindly and bow down before and worship and obey; you’re dead, you hear me, forget about it, you stupid bastard, I don’t even know your name. But just imagine you did it. You stepped off the edge of the earth, or through the fatal waterfall and there it was: the magic valley at the end of the universe, the blessed kingdom of the air. Great music everywhere.You breathe the music, in and out, it’s your element now. It feels better than “belonging” in your lungs. ~ written by Salmon Rushdie, quoted from his novel 'The Ground Beneath Her Feet' Previous Quotes: September/2003 - E.L. Doctorow August/2003 - Margaret Mead July/2003 - Marge Piercy June/2003 - Dr.Carey May/2003 - Marianne Williamson Home